well, drat — this is hard

Help…I need somebody to tell me this is all worthwhile! I did the
saline start Thursday, and the other guy who was starting at the same
time said, "Wow, this is great — I came in here expecting it to be
awful, and it’s WAY better than I expected." I had exactly the opposite
experience — I expected it to be paradise (i.e. no pain at inserting
the needle, no difficulty fitting the parts together with long
fingernails) and was disappointed.

I know it’s my own fault for having set my expectations unrealistically
high, but darn it, right now I’m tempted to scrap the whole project and
just stay on shots. This ISN’T easy, this ISN’T totally pain-free, this
isn’t what I thought it was gonna be.

Can anybody who now loves the pump tell me how much they hated it at
first, or am I the only one who’s ever experienced this?

Laurie, teetering on the brink of discouragement

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17 Responses to “well, drat — this is hard”

  1. marsha18 Says:

    I started on May 23 with Saline and went live on May 30. I had no
    problem with workig the pump but did have difficulty with inserting
    the infusion sets the first few times. It’s less than 2 weeks since I
    went ‘live’ on the pump and would never willingly go back. Aside from
    not taking 4 shots a day, my BG’s are far more stable and predictable
    than they have ever been - even though I still have adjustments to
    make. Stick with it!!

    Peter

  2. lonnie15 Says:

    Subject: [Insulinpumpusers] well, drat — this is hard

    Laurie,

    You got to remember that "painfree" is not the reason to be on the pump…..
    Stable bloodsugars are the main reason and that reason should pay-off in
    your longterm health.

    I am just getting ready to hookup also. Friday, if all goes well. I am
    running saline right now with a Minimed 508.
    I didn’t experience that much pain using the "softserter", but I may try the
    softset micro, as I am thin and the penetration should be less.

    Scott

  3. antoinette_5 Says:

    Hello Laurie

    I’m going on 4 years now of pumping and I’m not going to tell you it is a
    perfect system but I think it is the best system we have available to us
    right now. If you had pain with the insertion maybe the set that you are
    using is not right for you. Don’t panic, don’t jump to a fast conclusion,
    you are not the first one who had pain while using saline solution. I
    believe a few people in the group felt burning while they were using the
    saline solution.

    Laurie what set did you use? Talk to you pump team before scrapping
    anything. Please be patient.

  4. kristan_180 Says:

    I remember the first time I used glucose test strips. I was appalled; thought
    this was a process that I would reluctantly do for a week or so, but couldn’t
    fathom doing it regularly. In short, the idea was painful, and awful!

    That was 20 years ago. Now I do Bg’s 8 times a day, and have overcome the
    pain, don’t even notice it any more. The other day, my meter broke, and I was
    in a state of panic for a few hours, wondering how I would survive without it!
    What is my blood Bg now? High or Low? Help!

    I think that you will have the same reaction to the pump after getting used to
    it. I have been using it for over 10 years, and now couldn’t fathom any other
    method. In short, it works, works better than any other method, and makes my
    life so close to normal that I forget about the fact that I have this problem.

    Don’t give up now!

    David

  5. castro1900 Says:

    Laurie,
    I started pumping in February. Had a very bad start, but I was pretty
    desperate and kept at it. Some wise people had told me that it takes time and
    they were right in my case. Didn’t start with saline, but I heard someone
    else say they hated it.

    Had to switch infusion sets and that made a huge difference for me since I’m
    thin and the ones I started with were uncomfortable. The micros (miniMed)
    made such a difference to me. I love it now, several months later. I forget
    where I’m inserted even. The first few days I missed those shots because I
    was so used to it. Had a technical problem with my pump, but the customer
    emergency line was so helpful and took care of the problem - pronto. Haven’t
    had technical problem since.

    I’m sure the pump isn’t for everyone, but I would give it time. It wasn’t

    easy at first, but I have much more freedom now and it is SO much easier.
    First HA1C was 5.6 and my dosages weren’t even set just right over that time.
    Looking forward to learning more about how to use it.

    Anyway… good luck, and write me anytime. :) Beth H.
    MiniMed 508 since FEB 2000

  6. carolann_70 Says:

    Laurie,
    Life is hard by the yard; but a cinch by the inch — 42" tubing. Since it
    is almost 17 years for me to be pumping, I don’t recall (Hillary Syndrome) a
    lot of the newbie stuff. I do remember the checkbook-size pump I wore for 6
    weeks until the king-size pack of cigarette sized one became available. We
    only had straight needle sets and bent them ourselves. I put them in my legs
    sometimes and it felt like fire at the site - sometimes couldn’t take a
    step. But none of this deterred me enough to want to give up. There wasn’t
    anything like a saline start then - but I was hospitalized for 5 days to get
    my ONE basal set, that was delivered in whole units whenever the pump
    figured out the timing. Stick with it - things are so much more advanced
    today and more *tools* are offered. I was doing visual BG checks (no meter)
    then, too. We have a wide array of meters, Humalog, and several styles of
    infusion sets. Something will have to work for you. 8^)
    Jan (61 y/o, T-1 11/5/50) and Bluda Sue (MM 507C, 3/99)

  7. matthew70 Says:

    Laurie,

    As you have read from many of the regulars here, DON’T GIVE UP. I use the
    Minimed Micro and Minimed Softserter. The Softserter removes some of the "I
    am ready to push this thing in?" and just inserts it. Rapidly like it is
    supposed to be. A lot less pain. I now have no more discomfort than when I
    took shots. I have been pumping 4 1/2 years and I took shots for 32 years
    before that. So I can easily say that I would stick with the pump. The
    lifestyle change has been unbelievable. The ability to get my blood sugars
    under control faster has been dramatic. What would take me several days to
    recover from before takes a couple of hours now. (I used to be called a
    "brittle" diabetic.)

  8. alexis_9 Says:

    It does get _so_ much better. It really does.

    When I first started pumping I would have to budget an hour and a half to change
    a site - never mind the time to psych my self up for the "event". I would go to
    an empty room in the house, make sure the dog and neither cat were in there with
    me and make sure my partner knew not to look for me until I came out.

    Now my best time is seven minutes for a complete change. I’ve done site changes
    on the couch in the living room with two other people in the room, a couple of
    cats terrorizing eachother, my 110lb. dog at my feet and while watching the best
    show on television (the Practice). I’ve even done site changes in hotel rooms
    and the board room at my company.

    Its still not my favorite time of the week, that’s for sure. But I’d still be
    pumping even if it continued to require the 90 anxiety filled minutes it did

    just a few short months ago. While its not brain surgury one is performing on
    one’s self, changing a site simply is not a simple procedure. You _can_ do it.
    Just give yourself a little time and credit.

    -John

  9. carmelo6 Says:

    << The micros (miniMed) >>
    Hi my name is Chrissy and Ive been on this list for awhile but havent
    responded to anything. Im type I for 32yrs. Im on the MM508C. I
    highlighted the micro thing you were talking about. What are they? I use a
    siloutte and I like it but if there is a smaller needle that would be great.
    I’ve been on the pump approx one year and I love it. Has anyone used the
    waterproof thing yet when you swim? I like it but its kind of a pain to put
    it on. BTW I’m 45yrs old, married 21yrs w/two adopted boys who are 10 and 5.

  10. castro1900 Says:

    Chrissy,
    I’m new too and to the pump as well. Micro infusion sets are used with
    Sofserter and are smatter I thin than the Ultimate, which I started on. They
    are less uncomfortable for me. The Sofserter is the blue thing that came with
    the pump. Well mine is blue and has white button that you press to insert.
    Sofserter freaked me out at first since I hate those machines that prick
    finger for bg testing. Anyway… I really like it and doesn’t hurt the most
    of the time. I had thought I would probably want to use silouettes but
    haven’t so far wanted to change.

    21 years for me w/ diabetes and pumping w/ MiniMed since Feb. 2000.
    Married and mom to active toddler 18 mo.

  11. rodney_800 Says:

    Hi Chrissy,
    I am 48 and have been on the pump for almost 19 yrs. and have had diabetes
    for almost 44 yrs.
    I love the pump and would not dream of going back on injections. Matter of
    fact that is my worst nightmare.
    Yes I have used the waterproof container, not alot but a few times. You
    have to be careful putting it on, so as to keep the pump water proof. I
    have had my new 508 for one week. Love it, especially the remote control
    and the vibrating signals. I am legally blind and with the vibrations I can
    pump in anytime. I have had four differnet pumps over my 19 yrs.
    Gail

  12. carmen15 Says:

    DEAR Laurie:
    Please be patient!!! like any new skill to learn, things take time.
    Yes, until you get the hang of using the infusion sets, finding the yes and
    no spots that are good sites on your body, it’s all experimenting.
    I would suggest trimming the nails a bit until you get the a handle on using
    the infusion sets and handling the pump. Which one did you get?? the Minimed
    or the Disetronic???
    Each has its good and bad points…..give yourself a month….YES, a month.
    Once I started , i only used saline for a day. Then just jumped into the
    default menu on my Disetronic and started from there. It really isn’t any
    worse than getting a dull needle out of the pack once in a while…..If you
    give us more specificis in terms of your problems with the pump, we’ll all
    load you up with advice, so dig in….patience will be greatly
    rewarded…..Joan :)

  13. carmen15 Says:

    for anyone interested, Bayer makes a nice finger-pricker - The Microlet.
    Gentle, and very little kick…comes with the Bayer Glucometer Elite, Elite
    XL, and Dex meters. I have been giving sample meters to my patients in the
    family practice where I teach and do diabetes education and management. Not
    pushing one particular product, just like the idea of giving up less blood
    each time. Doing 6-10 bgs per day when the glucose is up. Laurie, if you’re
    interested, give it a try…I’m always into anything that’s less pain!!!
    Joan :)))

  14. gerry_1400 Says:

    Laurie-

    You can’t possibly have been good at everything the very first time you tried
    it! I admit, I WANT to be, and tend to not want to do things that I have to
    start out as a rookie at, but you have to give yourself a chance! I, too,
    was surprised at how much the first insertion of the infusion set hurt–but
    since when has a little pain been a big deal? I test 6-10 times a day and
    the little prick of the finger used to seem like it hurt a long time ago–I
    don’t even feel it anymore. Anything good is worth working for, and the
    control and freedom you can get from a pump is way beyond good. Give it a
    little time and suck it up–it didn’t hurt THAT much! Really–relax and cope
    with being new to the game and you’ll be a pro in no time. I feel like
    pumping is just as natural and simple as shots were and I’ve been at it for
    about a year and a half now. My only regret is that I didn’t switch to
    pumping sooner–give yourself a chance to feel that way too. Best of luck

    and keep your chin up!!

    Janet

  15. edgardo1000 Says:

    Laurie,
    if you absolutely hate the pain and don’t want to do the insertions, try the
    rapids they don’t hurt and you can’t feel them once they are in and nothing
    to remove after insertion
    use it just like an injection
    my daughter loves them and reuses to use the others as they hurt. and the big
    needles coming out scares her.

    Kathy
    mom to
    Maria 21 graduating college this year
    Jonathan 15 adhd and bipolar
    Veronica 14 my helping hand
    Alisha 10 add dx 2-2-98 pumping since 1-6-00
    and grandma to

    Paige 2 1/2 my little sunshine

  16. antoinette_5 Says:

    You can also try Emla Cream it will numb the area prior to insertion.

  17. kristan_180 Says:

    Laurie,

    For what it is worth, I have used the bent needle for 8 years, and it feels
    just like inserting a regular hypo, virtually no pain. And, I don’t ever
    (hardly ever) feel the thing for the entire time it is installed.

    Also, they are cheaper, easier to insert, and you can recover from a goof
    without loosing the set.

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